Inside my head I carry: my baby goat, my baby brother, my ama's face, our family's future. My bundle is light. My burden is heavy. Patricia McCormick More Quotes by Patricia McCormick More Quotes From Patricia McCormick If you look hard enough, chaos turns into order the way letters turn into words. Patricia McCormick letters order looks Look. I have a strategy. Why expect anything? If you don’t expect anything, you don’t get disappointed. Patricia McCormick disappointment expectations looks Simply to endure is to triumph. Patricia McCormick endure triumph You show you care, you die.You show you fear, you die.You show nothing, maybe you live. Patricia McCormick show-you-care care shows A man who doles out sweets, and slaps, with the same hand. Patricia McCormick sweet men hands Then I placed the blade next to the skin on my palm. A tingle arched across my scalp. The floor tipped up at me and my body spilled away. Then I was on the ceiling looking down, waiting to see what would happen next. Patricia McCormick ceilings skins waiting Trying to remember, I have learned, is like trying to clutch a handful of fog. Trying to forget, like trying to hold back the monsoon. Patricia McCormick fog remember trying Arriving to class late is disruptive of the learning process. I think that it is disrespectful to both the instructor and the students. I generally find a problem with students being tardy to my 9:10 a.m. class, in which students would come in thirty minutes late to this fifty minute class. I started locking my door at 9:15 second semester. Patricia McCormick class doors thinking Instead, we linger over a luxury that costs nothing: Imagining what may be. Patricia McCormick luxury cost may Sometimes when we’re in situations where we feel we’re not in control, we do things, especially things that take a lot of energy, as a way of making ourselves feel we have some power. Patricia McCormick energy sometimes way Rochelle," she calls out, still looking at me. "Is there anyone down at the desk? I need something." I'm too startled to move. Is she going to tell on me, get me in trouble? Rochelle's gotten up; she's banging the toilet stall doors open one by one, checking to make sure no one's in there. When the last stall turns up empty, she gives Amanda an annoyed look. "What do you need this time of night?" Amanda smiles at me, then turns to face Rochelle. "A tampon Patricia McCormick doors night moving I imagine you working on me as an algebra problem, reducing me to fractions, crossing out common denominators, until there's nothing left on the page but a line that says x = whatever it is that is wrong with me. Patricia McCormick lines pages common Guard the portals of your mind. Patricia McCormick portal mind When I have run out of words to copy, I look out the window at this strange place called India. Inside the train, the people around me are snoring. I don't understand how they can close their eyes when there is so much to see. Patricia McCormick strange-places eye running Ama wipes her hands on her apron, looks up at our old roof with new eyes, and lifts the baby from his basket. She twirls him in the air, her skirts flying around her ankles the way the clouds swirl around the mountain cap--her laughter fresh and strange and musical to my ears. Patricia McCormick laughter eye baby Long time I been on my own, but now really I'm alone. I survive the killing, the starving, all the hate of the Khmer Rouge, but I think maybe now I will die of this, of broken heart. Patricia McCormick hate heart thinking Then I place the blade next to the skine on my palm. A tingle arced across my scalp. The flood tipped up at me and my body spiraled away. Then I was on the ceiling looking down, waiting to see what would happen next. What happened next was thet a perfect, straight line of blood bloomed from under the blade.The line grow into a long, Fat bubbel, A lush crimson bubbel that got bigger and bigger. I watch from above, waiting to see how big it would get before it burst. when it did, I felt awesome. Satisfied, finally. Then exhausted. Patricia McCormick perfect long blood This affliction--hope--is so cruel and stubborn, I believe it will kill me Patricia McCormick stubborn life believe I think young adults get a bad rap for being self-absorbed and self-centered. My experience going around the United States and speaking in schools is that teenagers here are very interested in the fate of their peers around the world. Patricia McCormick bad think experience world The power of storytelling is to free us from isolation, shame, and whatever the situation. Patricia McCormick free isolation situation power
