Anyway, what does mad mean exactly?" Rami added quickly "Aren't we all a little mad? Don't we have to be somehat mad just to go on living, to go on hoping? Tabitha Suzuma More Quotes by Tabitha Suzuma More Quotes From Tabitha Suzuma As the light begins to intensify, so does my misery, and I wonder how it is possible to hurt so much when nothing is wrong. Tabitha Suzuma light hurt doe I might appear confident and chatty, but I spend most of my time laughing at jokes I don't find funny, saying things I don't really mean - because at the end of the day that's what we're all trying to do: fit in, one way or another, desperately trying to pretend we're all the same. Tabitha Suzuma the-end-of-the-day laughing mean ...and my loneliness, always my loneliness - that airless bubble of despair that is slowing stifling me. Tabitha Suzuma stifling despair loneliness Out of the millions and millions of people that inhabit this planet, he is one of the tiny few I can never have. Tabitha Suzuma tiny planets people They say when you really love someone, you should be willing to set them free. So that is what I am doing. I will step back and you will move on. I will let you go. ... Your happiness means everything to me. I will listen for your voice in the distance. I will look at the moon. I will keep you in my pocket. I will carry your smile with me everywhere, like a warm and comforting glow. Tabitha Suzuma distance mean moving Trying to describe my life and feelings to you is like trying to describe coulours to the blind, or music to the deaf. It's simply not possible. Tabitha Suzuma blind feelings trying Even though I'm surrounded by pupils, there is the invisible screen screen between us, and behind the glass wall I am screaming - screaming in my own silence, screaming to be noticed, to be befriended, to be liked. Tabitha Suzuma wall glasses silence At the age of five she has already come to terms with one of the life's harshest lessons: that the world isn't fair. Tabitha Suzuma lessons age world At what point do you give up - decide enough is enough? There is only one answer really. Never. Tabitha Suzuma giving-up inspiration answers Do I realy regret that night? That one moment of joy beyond compare – some people never experience it in a lifetime. But the downside to that taste of pure happiness is that,like a drug, a glimmer of paradise, it leaves you craving more. Tabitha Suzuma regret night people I love you in–in every kind of way.’ ‘I feel like that too . . .’ His voice is shocked and raw. ‘It’s – it’s a feeling so big I sometimes think it’s going to swalow me. It’s so strong I feel it could kil me. It keeps growing and I can’t – I don’t know what to do to stop it. But – but we’re not supposed to do this – to love each other like this! Tabitha Suzuma strong love-you thinking How can something so wrong feel so right? Tabitha Suzuma feels At the end of the day it's about how much you can bear, how much you can endure. Being together, we harm nobody; being apart, we extinguish ourselves. Tabitha Suzuma endurance the-end-of-the-day together I can’t tell you. I can’t tell you of all people. Throughout my life you were the one person I could turn to. The one person I could always count on to understand. And now that I’ve lost you, I’ve lost everything. Tabitha Suzuma lost-everything forbidden people At what point does a fly give up trying to escape through a closed window – do its survival instincts keep it going until it is physically capable of no more, or does it eventually learn after one crash too many that there is no way out? At what point do you decide that enough is enough? Tabitha Suzuma giving-up survival trying I don't know when it started - this thing - bit it's growing, muffling me, suffocating me like poison ivy. I grew into it. It grew into me. We blurred at the edges, became an amorphous, seeping, crawling thing. Tabitha Suzuma growing ivy poison Willa’s big blue eyes, Willa’s dimpled-cheeked smile. Tiffin’s shaggy blond mane, Tiffin’s cheeky grin. Kit’s yells of excitement, Kit’s glow of pride. Maya’s face, Maya’s kisses, Maya’s love. Maya, Maya, Maya . . . Tabitha Suzuma kissing eye pride She can't just be a face, a body; there has to be more than that, some kind of connection. And I can't connect, don't want to connect, with anyone. Tabitha Suzuma connections body want You've always been my best friend, my soul mate, and now I've fallen in love with you too. Why is that such a crime? Tabitha Suzuma my-best-friend soul love-you This is the definition of happiness: a whole day stretching out ahead of me, beautiful in its emptiness and simplicity. Tabitha Suzuma simplicity definitions beautiful
