As I grow older, working in the entertainment industry, where I should worry how others see me, my self-esteem has further dropped.

Park Bo-young

Categorized in : Me See Grow Worry

Whenever people say nice things to me, I think they're just saying them because I'm standing right in front of them. Even when I read articles that say good things about me, I forget about them right away. When I read about people pointing out my flaws, however, I think about them a lot.

good me good-things people

I believe every citizen feels the same way about the Sewol Ferry incident.

citizen i-believe believe way

Taking a role in a drama series takes a lot of energy, as new episode must be made every week.

new week energy drama

Personally, I think getting obsessed with yourself is the most dangerous thing.

i-think yourself think dangerous

Park Hyung Sik is like Ahn Min Hyuk in that he is very playful and bright. Sometimes I wondered if it was even possible for someone to be as bright as he is.

possible someone like sometimes

There's no way I would date Park Hyung Sik.

park would date way

I am not that cute. However, because I had played so many cute characters, I am starting to be influenced by them.

i-am because starting cute

I can't watch horror films because I am easily scared.

i-am because scared horror

I think I know the feeling of 'liking' someone, but I don't know what it means to 'love.'

someone feeling think love

When people compliment me, I don't put much meaning into them, but when they say bad things, I take them too seriously. I try to fix this mentality, but it's hard.

meaning bad me people

I'm not as careful as I look, which is why I choose not to do social media. It's really because I don't trust myself. I'm also very easily influenced by my feelings and will impulsively act on my emotions, which is another reason why I don't do social media.

myself look social-media trust

I suddenly turn into the cutest girl ever when I get a boyfriend.

turn get boyfriend girl

Thinking about my career, nothing ever came easy for me.

nothing me easy thinking

Most times, I had to wait long for the roles that I really wanted to play.

really wait play long

One time, when I was filming 'Strong Woman Do Bong Soon,' I had to ask my little sister to bring me something. I was filming a scene where I had to carry Park Hyung Sik and Ji Soo on my back, and my sister just had her eyes on them the whole time. She had no interest in me whatsoever.

woman eyes me time

Honestly, Korean beauty standards are harsh. People are even putting pressure on non-celebrities to be super skinny, and the standards of thinness are just getting worse.

skinny pressure beauty people

As long as you're healthy, I don't think weight matters.

matters think you long

My fans are always upset because I don't do projects frequently and because I don't use social media.

social-media upset media fans

Some kids would deliberately knock shoulders with me while passing by. Students from other classes would then put trash all over my seat, and the kids in my class would try to clean it up for me.

try me trash students

I've been watching Park Hyung Sik since his ZE:A days. I know all of their title songs and even got tested on their songs by Park Hyung Sik.

days songs watching know