Being fired is something... You have to really want to be an actor after you go through something like that. Because the level of self-doubt and insecurity that creeps into your psyche is monumental. Billy Crudup More Quotes by Billy Crudup More Quotes From Billy Crudup I don't want to expose the intricacies of my work so people can understand how I did it. Billy Crudup intricacy want people Interest in certain themes doesn't mandate a personal stake or personal experience of those themes. I've killed people in plays, but no one asks me what it's like to kill people. Billy Crudup stakes play people Every time I do a movie, I think it's going to be a huge hit. Billy Crudup huge thinking You can find the richness in any moment, even the most seemingly bleak. To try to do a movie about that was a joyful experience. So actually, it was really the context of it that made the experience so worthwhile, rather than the actual subject matter, if that makes sense. Billy Crudup joyful moments trying I wish I had more of the hero gene, but I don't think I'd be very good at playing one. Billy Crudup hero wish thinking From here on out, I am only interested in what is real. Real people, real feelings, that's it. That's all I'm interested in. Billy Crudup real truth people My limits are limitless. I find my limits every time I act. Billy Crudup limitless limits You have to let go of stuff when you act for a while. You stay too attached to things that have worked or haven't worked, it kind of makes it harder for you to move forward. So I try to concentrate on the experience that I have and then let the public expression of it be its own deal. Billy Crudup letting-go trying moving I always end up taking people that are morally ambiguous. Billy Crudup ambiguous ends people My parents were really encouraging. But I had to teach them the proper way you respond to an actor after seeing a play - regardless of whether you like their performance you tell them how great they are because they have to go on again the next night. Billy Crudup parent play night I have never indulged our society's misguided notion that my personal life is relevant to my work, so any reporting surrounding that is necessarily hearsay, speculation or fantasy. Billy Crudup fantasy our-society life-is One of the great tools we use in acting is the idea of immediacy, that the audience gets to see you witness something apparently for the first time, so you create a lot of tools to kind of trick yourself into making it appear something is happening for the first time. Billy Crudup acting kind first-time I feel the film companies should pay for proper advertising to see that the movie will sell, instead of putting it on our backs. Billy Crudup advertising film pay I don't think actors should have to do anything but come in and act. Billy Crudup actors should-have thinking I wish I could say that when I didn't agree with a director I defer to him, but I think sometimes I'm a little self-righteous. Billy Crudup self wish thinking When you're in pajamas that are sagging in the ass because you've got a battery pack that's weighing them down, and covered in 2,000 LEDs, and your face has 150 black dots on it, and you're probably standing in six-inch heels, it is a big challenge to imagine that you're the master of the universe when the rest of your cast members are laughing their ass off at you. So there's no question that there was a very difficult task that I had, but it wasn't living up to somebody else's expectations of the story. I was just trying to do the screenplay that was written. Billy Crudup expectations challenges laughing If I had done 'Titanic,' it would have made, probably, $200,000 - worldwide. So I think my life would have been very, very similar. Billy Crudup done made thinking A man tells his stories so many times that he becomes the stories. They live on after him, and in that way he becomes immortal. Billy Crudup big-fish stories men That's what I always enjoyed about acting, the real adrenalin rush. My heart - still before I go on stage - crashing out of my chest. That's thrilling to me. Billy Crudup acting real heart Performing as a musician is a lot different than performing as an actor. As an actor, you can hide behind the character in the play, and there's a director and other actors. When you're a musician, you're right there. It's sort of like being a comedian. You're giving the audience in real time something authentic from yourself. As an actor, my bullshit meter was going off like crazy at my first attempts to find my own rock star. Billy Crudup crazy real character
