He was only twenty-five.He was young enough to miss his youth just as it was slipping away. The worst kind of loss-the one that is happening as you feel it. Emma Forrest More Quotes by Emma Forrest More Quotes From Emma Forrest Yes, I have patterns of love addiction. But I'm a woman. Of course I do. Emma Forrest patterns courses addiction People don't know. We don't know ourselves so we tell ourselves what we really know is other people. We could say the depth of pain we feel for the lovers who've left us is because we knew them so well. Emma Forrest pain depth people When I was younger I loved Betty Blue, and at the moment I'm completely besotted with Angelina Jolie. But sometimes I'm unnerved by the idea of men liking her. Because I think that there is a side to every man that really wants to watch a woman fall apart. Emma Forrest men fall thinking I enjoy films where two characters are coming of age, just different ages. That's why I love 'Paper Moon' so much. Emma Forrest moon character two The truth is I have had, for whatever reason, several movie-star boyfriends. Emma Forrest truth-is stars reason If killing yourself is not an option anymore, you have to sink into the darkness instead, and make something out of it. Emma Forrest killing-yourself killing darkness You want to know, but are afraid to ask, whether or not I found someone. If there could be anyone to fill that hole in my heart after I lost him. I did. "Life is futile," says my new therapist, Michaela, "and no one gets out of it alive. There is only love. Emma Forrest found-someone alive heart Thank God the Internet didn't exist when I was 15, 16. I knew people were tearing me apart, but my God, if there had been a net and commenters and I would have been reading them - it was bad enough as it was. To grow up in the media eye, I'm glad it happened, but that was definitely not healthy being around adults all the time. Emma Forrest growing-up eye reading I still believe that you truly find yourself not in travel, but in other human souls. Emma Forrest finding-yourself soul believe When he kisses me, I cry. I explain it's not because I wish he were someone else, it's because it's such a shock to the system to be desired after feeling so completely abandoned. Emma Forrest kissing wish feelings When I am in a relationship, I don’t wear lipstick at all. I hate the smearing, the retouching, the constant throb of phoniness as you surreptitiously check the damage in your compact between kisses. I wear lots of mascara to compensate, different colors so I don’t get bored. When I am about to break up with a guy, he has full warning because I start wearing lipstick again. Emma Forrest kissing color hate I didn't know there was something really wrong, because everyone was crazy. It's just that everyone else was still functional. I didn't realize that I was any worse off. Emma Forrest realizing crazy If you don't know who you are, madness gives you something to believe in. Emma Forrest madness giving believe Cyndi Lauper was hilarious and generous, someone I'd loved from childhood who didn't disappoint. Emma Forrest disappoint generous childhood I would say at the moment the only person who could have played me this past year would have to be Angelina Jolie. Emma Forrest moments past years I think a neurotic learns from their mistakes. A psychotic does not. Emma Forrest psychotic mistake thinking Jeff Bridges says that the reason he's one of the few stars in Hollywood whose made his marriage last for decades is that every time they think there's no more doors left to walk through in the room, they just keep looking and keep looking until they find one. Emma Forrest stars doors thinking I wish I had been less keen to inject my own opinions, but I was a teenager and your teenage self is generally an idiot compared to the adult you. That's the way it should be. If it's the other way around, you have a problem. Emma Forrest teenage self wish Write a page every single day, even if what you put on the page that day is no good - it's the only way to get better. Emma Forrest get-better pages writing From such a young age, I was raised and have raised myself on film to such an extent, that it has sometimes bled into my reality. There are times I've felt very Mulholland Drive, where people's dream worlds overlap with each other. Emma Forrest age dream reality
