I don't know my future. I don't know about tomorrow. I can just control for today or present, right now. I don't want to think about future too much, because present is most important for me. Ayumi Hamasaki More Quotes by Ayumi Hamasaki More Quotes From Ayumi Hamasaki Everyone has a secret. Right? Of course I have a secret. I think maybe you too? Ayumi Hamasaki courses secret thinking A woman could be having fun A woman could be like a nun In order to survive We cannot be kind Until we are hurt Ayumi Hamasaki hurt fun order If you were alone and suddenly became blind, and even so you keep walking forward. Ayumi Hamasaki walking-forward blind walking I read and watch movies. I can't go to the movie theater much anymore, though, because I get recognized. It's worse sometimes if I wear a costume and try not to get recognized. I watch most of my films on airplanes Ayumi Hamasaki costumes airplane trying I have trouble voicing my thoughts... I can't communicate very well that way. Ayumi Hamasaki trouble talking way I'd heard a lot of Asian people were rooting for me, but I had no idea. I was stunned. They were... impassioned, especially compared to Japan. I couldn't even have anticipated that kind of welcome Ayumi Hamasaki japan people ideas It's hard to decide how to match words to music. It's not like it's twice the work. It's always difficult for me to explain to the composer what I'm looking for. I'm not a professional; I lack even basic knowledge about writing music Ayumi Hamasaki composer difficult writing I always like whatever I did most recently. It's the closest to who I am at the moment. Ayumi Hamasaki closest who-i-am moments Beginnings come at random but endings always have a reason Ayumi Hamasaki reason I understand it's my role to realize people's dreams. I'm O.K. with that so long as my songs are my own. No one can take my songs away from me. Ayumi Hamasaki dream song long I'm not a professional; I lack even basic knowledge about writing music. Ayumi Hamasaki writing-music writing If I write when I'm low, it will be a dark song, but I don't care. I want to be honest with myself at all times. Ayumi Hamasaki dark writing song It is necessary that I am viewed as a product. I am a product. Ayumi Hamasaki products The lovers, appearing happy, walk, holding hands. Though it appears everything is perfect, only they know the truth. Ayumi Hamasaki lovers perfect hands Of course, my motto is still, 'Work is work, private is private. Ayumi Hamasaki my-motto motto stills In the beginning, I was searching for myself in my music. My music was for me. I didn't have the mental room to be conscious of the listener; I wrote to save myself. Ayumi Hamasaki listeners conscious rooms What if everyone goes on the endless road Sooner or later Over the clouds to the sky Be sure to wait for me. And then, we will talk away About our countless memories. Ayumi Hamasaki sky clouds memories It was not coincidental that we chose what's left If the universe has a will I think we are part of it Tender and precious How many times have I searched for something Found and lost it Since then? Ayumi Hamasaki found lost thinking Because we want the same happiness We keep carving the same wounds onto our hearts. Forever, forever So I won't forget you I call you over and over again Please don't cry any more I won't leave you alone. Ayumi Hamasaki want forever heart I was forgiven by forgiving many things Including my long-ago childhood I was healed, but I intended [ to ] heal I've just noticed, the way I was saved by love Though I tried to keep love away. Ayumi Hamasaki long-ago childhood forgiving