I don't know when it started - this thing - bit it's growing, muffling me, suffocating me like poison ivy. I grew into it. It grew into me. We blurred at the edges, became an amorphous, seeping, crawling thing. Tabitha Suzuma More Quotes by Tabitha Suzuma More Quotes From Tabitha Suzuma But I don't want to be fine, not if it means she's going to let go of my hand; not if it means we're going to go back to being polite strangers. Tabitha Suzuma letting-go mean hands This whole time, my whole life, that harsh, stony path was leading up to this one point. I followed it blindly, stumbling along the way, scraped and weary, without any idea of where it was leading, without ever realizing that with every step I was approaching the light at the end of a very long, dark tunnel. And now that I've reached it, now that I'm here, I want to catch it in my hand, hold onto it forever to look back on - the point at which my new life really began. Tabitha Suzuma tunnels light dark I am overcome by a feeling of complete detachment. I am a mere object to these people. I am barely human any more. Tabitha Suzuma overcoming feelings people How-how can we make it against the whole world? Tabitha Suzuma whole-world whole world only a matter of time before it broke through our fragile web of denial, forcing us to confront the truth and acknowledge who we are: two people in love – a love that nobody else could possibly understand. Tabitha Suzuma denial two people And I know how he feels–it’s so good it hurts. Tabitha Suzuma know-how hurt feels Being together, we harm nobody; being apart, we extinguish ourselves. Tabitha Suzuma being-together harm together Any guy, even imaginary, would just feel like second best. Second best to what? I don't even have an image of the perfect boyfriend. I just know he must exist. Because I have all these feelings-love, longing, wanting to be touched, dreaming of being kissed-yet no one to focus them on. Tabitha Suzuma focus perfect dream I mean, at the end of the day, what the hell does it matter who I end up with if it can't be you? Tabitha Suzuma heartbroken hope mean If I move, if I speak, if I so much as blink, I'm going to lose this battle. Tabitha Suzuma battle speak moving Nothing can relieve the pain. Not crying, laughing, screaming, begging. Nothing can change the past. Tabitha Suzuma pain laughing past And I know how he feels—it’s so good it hurts. I think I’m going to die from happiness. I think I’m going to die from pain. Time has stopped; time is racing. Tabitha Suzuma pain hurt thinking It's horrible being ashamed of someone you care about; it eats away at you. And if you let it get to you, if you give up the fight and surrender, eventually that shame turns to hate. Tabitha Suzuma giving-up hate fighting I feel like I'm going crazy: seeing you every day but never being able to - to hold you, to touch you when anyone else is around. i just want to take your hand, kiss you, hug you, without having to hide all the time. All those things every other couple takes for granted! Tabitha Suzuma kissing crazy couple What else could he possibly have done? What choices did he ever have? Tabitha Suzuma choices done Family: the most important thing of all. My siblings may drive me crazy at times but they are my blood. They’re all I’ve known. My family is me. They are my life. Without them I walk the planet alone. Forbidden, Tabitha Suzuma Tabitha Suzuma sibling crazy blood I've never seen anyone sleep with their head hanging off the back of a wooden chair before - was the couch not comfortable enough for you? Tabitha Suzuma chairs enough sleep Before there was anything, there was Lochan. Tabitha Suzuma There are no laws, no boundaries on feelings.We can love each other as much and as deeply as we want.No one, Maya, no one can ever take that away from us. Tabitha Suzuma law want feelings
