I got singled out. I don't know why. Why do people always target me? Is it because I'm short and they figure I can't fight back? They're right, I can't, but it's not because I'm vertically challenged. Julie Anne Peters More Quotes by Julie Anne Peters More Quotes From Julie Anne Peters Sometimes I'd catch myself looking at my reflection in windows and wonder who I was. Where I was going. Then the image would change and it wouldn't be me, just some nebulous shadow person. Julie Anne Peters shadow reflection wonder Sometimes I felt as if there were no tomorrows, that everything, my whole life, was crammed into one long day. A continuous stretch of meaningless time. Sometimes I even wished there was no tomorrow, if this was all I had to look forward to. Julie Anne Peters tomorrow long looks Yet, when we talked, when we were together, she seemed so familiar. Seemed to know who I was, where I was coming from. She knew me better than I knew myself, I think. She was easy to be with. And I wanted to be with her, like all the time. Julie Anne Peters easy together thinking Our eyes met across the crowded room, like in the movies, except we didn't share a knowing smile and race into each other's arms. Instead I fell into the trash can. Julie Anne Peters eye knowing race It was all about hate. There should be laws. We're there laws? Can you legislate against hatred? Julie Anne Peters hate hatred law How will you be remembered? As a loner and a loser. Julie Anne Peters remembered loner loser I hope they remember the good stuff, when I was a baby, a toddler, when they still had hopes and dreams for their little girl, their miracle child. In truth they were good to me. They were only doing what they knew how to do; what they thought was best. Julie Anne Peters girl dream baby What I know is you can't go back. You can't press delete and re-key your life. Julie Anne Peters presses keys knows What will I become? Because I won't be me any longer. That will be a relief. I dont want to be the helpless person I've always been. Julie Anne Peters relief persons want How does he do it? Live. With the fear of death every day. I don't fear death as much as I fear the thought of living. Julie Anne Peters fear-of-death doe You still have," I looked at my watch, "twelve seconds to change your mind. Find someone else and save your reputation." One side of his lip cricked up. "I found you. I'll take my chances. Julie Anne Peters found-you twelve mind She responds by kissing me harder and longer and deeper. She loves me too. She's just afraid. Julie Anne Peters harder deeper kissing His eyes are like a telescope. I look into them and I'm transported across the universe to a world I've never been. Julie Anne Peters eye looks world That earns him a smack with my book bag. "Ow." He clutches his arm. "What do you have in there? Books?" A grin snakes across his face. "I like my women feisty." He adds, "I like my broken. Julie Anne Peters snakes broken book Mom's eyes blazed. "Are you sleeping with her?" Oh, god. Did we have to do this here? Now? "Well, actually," I smirked, "we don't get a lot of sleep. Julie Anne Peters mom eye sleep No one ever found out what was happening inside me. How the pain was eating me away. No one ever came to my rescue, or stood up for me. Julie Anne Peters pain eating found I just want the pain to end. Julie Anne Peters pain ends want Because no one can be trusted. Julie Anne Peters trusted Why are people so cruel? What did I ever do to them? Julie Anne Peters people But she never just accepted me for the way I was. Julie Anne Peters accepted way