I know that I haven’t powers enough to divide myself into one who earns and one who creates. Tillie Olsen More Quotes by Tillie Olsen More Quotes From Tillie Olsen Literary history and the present are dark with silences . . . I have had special need to learn all I could of this over the years, myself so nearly remaining mute and having to let writing die over and over again in me. These are not natural silences--what Keats called agonie ennuyeuse (the tedious agony)--that necessary time for renewal, lying fallow, gestation, in the natural cycle of creation. The silences I speak of here are unnatural: the unnatural thwarting of what struggles to come into being, but cannot. Tillie Olsen struggle writing lying That's what I want to be when I grow up, just a peaceful wreck holding hands with other peaceful wrecks. Tillie Olsen growing-up peace hands The habits of a lifetime when everything else had to come before writing are not easily broken, even when circumstances now often make it possible for writing to be first; habits of years - responses to others, distractibility, responsibility for daily matters - stay with you, mark you, become you. The cost of discontinuity (that pattern still imposed on women) is such a weight of things unsaid, an accumulation of material so great, that everything starts up something else in me; what should take weeks take me sometimes months to write; what should take months, takes years. Tillie Olsen responsibility writing years It's hard for me to talk about the terrible things that have happened in my lifetime because they didn't need to be. Tillie Olsen terrible lifetime needs She would not exchange her solitude for anything. Never again to be forced to move to the rhythms of others. Tillie Olsen rhythm solitude moving Women have the right to say: this is surface, this falsifies reality, this degrades. Tillie Olsen surface aggravation reality More than in any other human relationship, overwhelmingly more, motherhood means being instantly interruptible, responsive, and responsible Tillie Olsen responsible motherhood mean Think about all that we've lost that has been said orally because nobody was taking it down. I feel very fortunate to live in a time where we have so many different voices. We have a much richer literature than we've ever had, and we can know America so much better. Tillie Olsen voice america thinking The clock talked loud. I threw it away, it scared me what it talked. Tillie Olsen scared scary time I don't want to die leaving the world as it is right now. Tillie Olsen leaving want world It is a long baptism into the seas of humankind, my daughter. Better immersion than to live untouched. Tillie Olsen daughter sea long Compared to men writers of like distinction and years of life, few women writers have had lives of unbroken productivity, or leave behind a 'body of work.' Early beginnings, then silence; or clogged late ones (foreground silences); long periods between books (hidden silences); characterize most of us. Tillie Olsen men book years And when is there time to remember, to sift, to weigh, to estimate, to total? Tillie Olsen time-management time remember Every woman who writes is a survivor. Tillie Olsen survivor survival writing It is distraction, not meditation, that becomes habitual; interruption, not continuity; spasmodic, not constant toil. Tillie Olsen toil distraction meditation Better immersion than to live untouched. Tillie Olsen immersion Literature is a place for generosity and affection and hunger for equals - not a prizefight ring. We are increased, confirmed in our medium, roused to do our best, by every good writer, every fine achievement. Would we want one good writer or fine book less? The sense of writers being pitted against each other is bred primarily by the workings of the commercial marketplace, and by critics lauding one writer at the expense of another while ignoring the existence of nearly all. Tillie Olsen generosity achievement book Time granted does not necessarily coincide with time that can be most fully used. Tillie Olsen granted used doe Not to have an audience is a kind of death. Tillie Olsen audience kind writing I very much dislike the word "race," and I never use it. I use the word "racist." Race is not a fact. There is only one race: human. Skin color is less than 2 percent of the DNA. Tillie Olsen skin-color dna race
