I lived for nearly seven years with the awareness that death was my everyday companion. Ingrid Betancourt More Quotes by Ingrid Betancourt More Quotes From Ingrid Betancourt I was discovering that the most precious gift someone can give us is time, because what gives time its value is death. Ingrid Betancourt discovering precious-gifts giving In this condition of the most devastating humiliation, I still possessed the most precious of liberties, that no-one could take away from me: that of deciding who I wanted to be. Ingrid Betancourt humiliation liberty wanted I was struggling against corruption and the only thing... my only weapon was to put the truth in the medias and of course it made me win lots of enemies that didn't want me to just denounce what was happening. Ingrid Betancourt struggle winning enemy Sometimes I'm fragile, sometimes too emotional, but I'm putting everything I can on my side to be a happy person. Ingrid Betancourt emotional sides sometimes Once you don't have freedom and you're obliged to do many things you don't want, and it becomes a routine, then your identity is at stake because you can feel that you are not anymore yourself, that you are what they want you to be - and you can lose yourself. Ingrid Betancourt routine identity want I am alone. I am here. No one is watching me. In these hours of silence that I cherish, I talk to myself and reflect. That past, entrenched in time, motionless and infinite, has vanished onto thin air. None of it remains. Why, therefore, am I hurting so much? Why did I bring back with me this nameless pain? I followed the path I set for myself, and I have forgiven. I do not want to be chained to hatred or resentment. I want to have the right to live in peace. Ingrid Betancourt pain hurt past In Colombia today we have 16% of the population, which is a very small amount of the population owning 90% of the land and 20 years ago it wasn't like that. Ingrid Betancourt population land years Hostages want to survive - they are very focused on their own little view of things. Ingrid Betancourt views want littles What we have in Colombia is a war against the poor and the guerillas from the left side are against the poor. Ingrid Betancourt poor sides war If you begin to have a relationship where you're doing what the guards want, and once you're out you will see that as a treason, a treason to your country, a treason to yourself, a treason to everybody, so you have to be very cautious on what is the perspective you're looking at yourself, and you have always to see yourself like from the outside. Ingrid Betancourt perspective want country I think that for example as a prisoner of course I was pressured to become very submissive and in a way the syndrome of Stockholm is when you shift position and then you become like you're supposed to act, which is accepting the authority of those who have abducted you. Ingrid Betancourt example way thinking Whatever you could do with your hands was important because it kept you in a motion of being able to produce something, and producing something kept you balanced in a way. Ingrid Betancourt able important hands There was humiliations, cruelty, abuse, violence. And they were all the time trying to put to fight the prisoners one against the other, filling us with wrong information about the others or giving privileges to some so that the others would feel jealous and would react. And I could see how they were manipulating us. Ingrid Betancourt jealous fighting giving For me the very important thing was never to forget that they had no right to have me there, that my duty was to escape and that I needed to get back to my family and to my children no matter what. And that I could not accept to just see them as an authority, that I had to always keep in mind that I had to rebel and to keep my distance and to protect my soul because the core of the problem is dignity. Ingrid Betancourt distance soul children I think that the security in the cities is a lot better, but I think that outside the cities the peasants have no security, have no protection of the justice, so that I think is something we have to address. Ingrid Betancourt cities justice thinking I think there is limits to the assumption that wherever you are, the situation in a way tells you how to behave. Ingrid Betancourt limits way thinking If you believe what you say, words will become reality. Ingrid Betancourt if-you-believe believe reality I no longer knew whether it was raindrops or my own tears that were flowing down my cheeks, and I hated to have to drag along this relic of a sniveling child. Ingrid Betancourt raindrops tears children It is said that the compensation for the effort courage, tenacity, and endurance displayed during the journey was not happiness. Nor glory. What God offered as a reward was only rest. Ingrid Betancourt endurance effort journey People need space to survive. Ingrid Betancourt space people needs
