I'm looking forward to being old, to be able to accept what I am and become self-sufficient. Mid-forties is a good age and it's not too far away. Stella Vine More Quotes by Stella Vine More Quotes From Stella Vine Even in the most horrendous situations there is always something to smile about. Stella Vine situation I had been painting Kate Moss for a long time, both before the time of her crisis and during it. I felt very strongly for her - she's a hard-working mum and it seemed as if suddenly the world turned against her. Holy water cannot help you now is painted in very warm pretty colours. Stella Vine hard-work water long My working hours are not that conventional. I often get up about two in the morning and do a painting, and then I'll have a bath, and then I often feel very hungry around 4am, so I'll go into Soho and have a meal somewhere like Balans. That's what I love about living here - there's always life around me. Stella Vine meals morning two Perhaps the people I choose to paint are often objects of derision - celebrity is a bit of a put-down term, isn't it? But to me they are my world. Stella Vine paint people world I will look through 200 photographs of Kate Moss and there will be just one that I connect with for some reason, maybe because of the composition or something in the eye... Something touches me and I know I have to paint it, in the way a child knows it wants something. Stella Vine want-something eye children I like strong/vulnerable interesting women, and then sometimes I like painting beautiful men, like Kurt Cobain, or Mr Darcy. Stella Vine strong beautiful men I think there is a total equality for me between painting a literary figure or Kate Moss or my Mum or a dog or a bird. To me, they are all absolutely equal. Stella Vine dog bird thinking I wanted my work to be seen for free in a public space, I want to be up there with Pollock and de Kooning, one of the big boys. Stella Vine space want boys Books are my one luxury. I have a lot of large coffee-table-size art books, in the shelves above my bed, about people like Warhol, Basquiat and Velasquez. Stella Vine luxury book I like to watch old films. Meet Me in St Louis, Cul-de-Sac and Buffalo 66 are some of my favourites. Stella Vine buffalo film watches A common misperception of me is that I am a victim. I am not a victim. I am just honest about how things affect me. Stella Vine honest victim common I do have a very, very big problem with someone who saw me coming and exploited me as a mascot. Stella Vine saws bigs problem I've lived on my own since I was 13 and not been to school and brought a son up who's now 18 and run theatre companies and bought a butcher's shop, learnt guitar by myself, taught myself to sing and that sort of stuff. Stella Vine running school son On Christmas Day I'll head off for a couple of laps around the Serpentine, or a trek around the whole of Hyde Park. Or I'll walk right across town, with Curtis, my son Jamie's bull mastiff. Stella Vine lap couple son