I'm not sure what it is that I want, but I feel it deep in the pit of my stomach. It's there sitting dormant. I'll know it when I see it. J.A. Redmerski More Quotes by J.A. Redmerski More Quotes From J.A. Redmerski I know you lost your partner in crime, but...I want YOU to be MINE. Maybe WE should travel the world together, Camryn...I know I can't replace your ex--" "Andrew...it was always you. J.A. Redmerski together want world Truthfully, he lives right next to the Sexy Tree and I think that's the only thing that bothers me about this whole situation. J.A. Redmerski sexy tree thinking Yesterday I thought about why I felt the need to get up at exactly the same time as the day before and do everything I did the day before. Why? What compels any of us to do the things we do when deep down a part of us just wants to break free from it all? J.A. Redmerski yesterday want needs Andrew..,' I shake my head, tears rolling my cheeks, '... it was always you," I whisper harshly. 'Even with Ian, I felt something was missing. I told you, that night in the field; I told you that...,' My voice trails. I smile and say, 'you are my partner in crime. I've known that for a long time. J.A. Redmerski voice night long One more thing: don’t feel bad for not telling me that you loved me. You didn’t need to say it. I knew all along that you did. J.A. Redmerski feels needs If it makes you feel better, you can tell me to screw off if you want to refuse anything, but I hope you won't because I really want to show you how to live." - Andrew Parrish J.A. Redmerski andrew feel-better want Things always change when someone you love dies. You just can't prepare youself for those changes no matter what you do in advance. The only thing that's a certainty in always wondering who's going to be next. J.A. Redmerski someone-you-love next matter Coincidence is just a safe conformist for fate. J.A. Redmerski fate coincidence safe I love the smell of Waffle House; it's the smell of freedom, being on the open road and knowing that ninety percent of the people eating around you are also on that road. Truck driver's, road-trippers, hangovers--those who don't live that monotonous life of society slavery. J.A. Redmerski monotonous-life hangover smell I don’t want to sleep alone,” she says gently. And I don’t force her to. Sarai falls fast asleep curled up next to me in my bed. Right where I want her. J.A. Redmerski next sleep fall There was no logic or any sense of purpose except that I knew I had to do something other than what I was doing, or I might not make it through this. J.A. Redmerski logic purpose might
