I never thought heroin was very chic. Nan Goldin More Quotes by Nan Goldin More Quotes From Nan Goldin I remember so many girls when I was growing up who hated the way they looked. Nan Goldin growing-up girl way Usually people just do their own work. But I want to deal with the place and what it means to show in a mental hospital. Nan Goldin want mean people I've got really prolific since I moved to Paris where I am living permanently, for the rest of my life, until I find another idea. I have really close women friends here: Valerie, Raymonde, not Joana so much, Maria Schneider, who was always a real heroine of mine who and has now become a close friend. Nan Goldin paris real ideas My work is received more intelligently in Europe. Nan Goldin europe Gena Rowlands is fabulous. Nan Goldin fabulous The only time I went out was to go to bars at night and all the pictures were taken with a flash because there was no light at all. However now I'm very interested in light. Nan Goldin light taken night When I started photographing my boyfriend of years ago, Brian, I realised I had no right to photograph other people having sex if I wasn't prepared to take them of myself too Nan Goldin sex people years I'm very much interested in water and women in water. I've been photographing that for years although I didn't really know it at the time. Nan Goldin knows water years I was recently interviewed for radio in relation to the "Thanksgiving" show [2001] at the Saatchi gallery that I was part of. The interviewer said that people in London were very disturbed that I showed a picture of myself battered ("Nan One Month after Being Battered", 1984) and they thought that I set it up. I was accused of deliberately putting on a wig for that particular picture. Nan Goldin wigs radio people I have the freedom of seeing it [churches and paintings of saints] with a non-Catholic eye without the guilt. Nan Goldin catholic guilt eye No Jews have our own guilt, that's why we have psychiatrists - the Jewish version of a priest. Nan Goldin jew priests guilt That's where I got the idea to paint the walls of the gallery with varied colours [at the Whitechapel show]. I tried to figure out how all these Renaissance paintings manage to work together. Nan Goldin wall working-together ideas I start to paint my walls. And I'm heavily influenced by films. Nan Goldin wall paint film [John] Cassavetes, "Killing of a Chinese Booker", "Opening Night" are my favourites. Nan Goldin chinese killing night [I influenced by ]the work of early [Michelangelo] Antonioni, Orson Welles and [Carlo] Pasolini, I love [Nicolas Jack] Roeg's film "Performance". Nan Goldin film performances I love all the Hollywood women. I saw all the films when I was a teenager. Jack Smith's "Flaming Creatures". Nan Goldin teenager saws hollywood I like it [Rotterdam] much better than Amsterdam which is too much like a postcard. It's too cute for me. Rotterdam is more real, it's got a stomach. Nan Goldin amsterdam real cute When I put my big retrospective together in '96 [for the Whitney Museum of American Art, New York], I saw that there were all these pictures of people inside looking out. All these pictures of women in water and mirrors. I don't know what it means. Nan Goldin new-york mean art