I thought that I found someone who could change me, after the breakup with Cassie Randolph, it was pretty rough. I hit rock bottom. I took a lot of Xanax, not thinking I was going to wake up the next morning. I did and it was really bad. Colton Underwood More Quotes by Colton Underwood More Quotes From Colton Underwood I'm so grateful for the franchise for helping me grow, but I continue to have moments of self-reflection to realize,' Hey, maybe this is why I am the way I am,'. Colton Underwood [ The show taught me ] that I'm straight and I'm very, very attracted to Cassie Randolph for that [ Randolph ] and women -- but it would have been OK if it would have been the other way too. Colton Underwood Thats the scariest part of it all, i dont know how, I dont know when, I dont know where it came from, how long I had it and how long it was sitting in me or I was infecting other people. Colton Underwood The main thing is I can't even walk up a flight of stairs without being out of breath or going to the bathroom without having to sit down because I'm exhausted. Colton Underwood
