I was still hesitant to let myself let go, because I still believed in the fragility of happiness. Ishmael Beah More Quotes by Ishmael Beah More Quotes From Ishmael Beah In the sky there are always answers and explanations for everything: every pain, every suffering, joy and confusion. Ishmael Beah pain confusion sky I believe in having a more open mind and including others who don't share your faith and having dialogue with them. And just having a pure heart and being a good person can bring you closer to God. Because once you believe in one particular religion fully and not others, that requires you to start disliking people who don't share your views. Ishmael Beah views heart believe My squad is my family, my gun is my provider, and protector, and my rule is to kill or be killed. Ishmael Beah my-family squad gun My childhood had gone by without my knowing, and it seemed as if my heart had frozen. Ishmael Beah childhood knowing heart This is one of the consequences of the civil war. People stop trusting each other, and every stranger becomes an enemy. Ishmael Beah trusting-each-other war people Some people tried to hurt us to protect themselves, their family and communities...This was one of the consequences of civil war. People stopped trusting each other, and every stranger became an enemy. Even people who knew you became extremely careful about how they related or spoke to you. Ishmael Beah trusting-each-other hurt war I joined the army to avenge the deaths of my family and to survive, but I've come to learn that if I am going to take revenge, in that process I will kill another person whose family will want revenge; then revenge and revenge and revenge will never come to an end. Ishmael Beah insightful army revenge Some nights the sky wept stars that quickly floated and disappeared into the darkness before our wishes could meet them. Ishmael Beah stars sky night We all find joy and radiance and a reason to move on even in the most dire of circumstances. Even in chaos and madness, theres still a beauty that comes from just the vibrancy of another human spirit. Ishmael Beah radiance joy moving How many more times do we have to come to terms with death before we find safety?" he asked. He waited a few minutes, but the three of us didn't say anything. He continued: "Every time people come at us with the intention of killing us, I close my eyes and wait for death. Even though I am still alive, I feel like each time I accept death, part of me dies. Very soon I will completely die and all that will be left is my empty body walking with you. It will be quieter than I am. Ishmael Beah safety eye people Whenever I speak at the United Nations, UNICEF or elsewhere to raise awareness of the continual and rampant recruitment of children in wars around the world, I come to realize that I still do not fully understand how I could have possibly survived the civil war in my country, Sierra Leone. Ishmael Beah war country children A lot of people, when they say forgive and forget, they think you completely wash your brain out and forget everything. That is not the concept. What I think is you forgive and you forget so you can transform your experiences, not necessarily forget them but transform them, so that they dont haunt you or handicap you or kill you. Ishmael Beah forget-everything people thinking I am always quiet so that I know what to say when I must speak. Ishmael Beah speak knows quiet When I was young, my father used to say, ‘If you are alive, there is hope for a better day and something good to happen. If there is nothing good left in the destiny of a person, he or she will die.’ I thought about these words during my journey, and they kept me moving even when I didn’t know where I was going. Those words became the vehicle that drove my spirit forward and made it stay alive. Ishmael Beah journey father moving This days one must be careful to avoid awakening the pain of another. Ishmael Beah be-careful pain awakening We must strive to be like the moon Ishmael Beah strive moon ...children have the resilience to outlive their sufferings, if given a chance. Ishmael Beah resilience suffering children We must live in the radiance of tomorrow, as our ancestors have suggested in their tales. For what is yet to come tomorrow has possibilities, and we must think of it, the simplest glimpse of that possibility of goodness. That will be our strength. That has always been our strength. Ishmael Beah radiance glimpse thinking ONE OF THE UNSETTLING THINGS about my journey, mentally, physically, and emotionally, was that I wasn’t sure when or where it was going to end. Ishmael Beah my-journey ends journey I lay in my bed night after night staring at the ceiling and thinking, Why have I survived the war? Why was I the last person in my immediate family to be alive? I didn’t know. Ishmael Beah night war thinking
