I wasn't happy at all as a child. I was very privileged and knew extraordinary people, but I felt very lonely: my mother thought I was extremely difficult and my grandmother was extremely severe. Marisa Berenson More Quotes by Marisa Berenson More Quotes From Marisa Berenson As I get older, I feel better about myself because I've done a lot of spiritual work on myself and balanced myself out, and so I feel more confident about myself as a person and as a woman. Marisa Berenson feel-better done spiritual I think there are very few people who have a real style, a real personality, and real beauty. Marisa Berenson real people thinking I do think I learned to accept myself through the eyes of others when I was young because I wasn't brought up to think that I was beautiful or told I was beautiful. Marisa Berenson eye beautiful thinking A lot of men are very possessive and they want to control you. But as you grow older, you attract people who are on your wavelength and who understand who you are. Marisa Berenson wavelength men people I think I was very shy and introverted when I was younger, and yet, when I got in front of the camera or went out on the town, I was able to go out half-naked and do anything. Marisa Berenson naked cameras thinking My ultimate goal is to become a saint. Marisa Berenson ultimate-goal saint goal I wanted to become a model since I was a kid. Marisa Berenson model become kid wanted I'm not someone who lives in the past; I find other people live in my past. I live in the present and the future. Marisa Berenson live future people past I adored my father - I was more attached to him than anyone. Marisa Berenson than more him father I'm a free spirit, so if I am with someone it has to be a man who understands that, and not all men do. Marisa Berenson i-am someone man men When I get in front of a camera all my fears and my inhibitions just go away. As a model, I feel that I am acting, too, playing different parts and showing different facets of myself. Marisa Berenson camera i-am feel myself