In poetry, I didn't have to provide resolution. I could ask hard questions without feeling responsible for the answers. Vivek Shraya More Quotes by Vivek Shraya More Quotes From Vivek Shraya I have been and continue to be committed to art as a tool to ignite, comfort, and discomfort. Vivek Shraya tools comfort art Of course, I can't separate my queerness from my brownness - if anything, my queerness amplifies my brownness, and vice versa - but I spent so much of my early twenties trying to erase my differences, often without awareness of what I was doing. Vivek Shraya differences vices trying I couldn't write about love without writing about hate - specifically, how the experience of hatred embeds itself in the body and prevents love from entering or leaving. Vivek Shraya hate hatred writing It's exciting to consider how art, in its ability to reveal, can be ahead of the artist. Vivek Shraya artist exciting art When I wouldn't leave home without my blue contacts or when I was bleaching my hair, I didn't have the language to articulate that I was trying to assimilate to whiteness. If anything, I was trying to "look normal." Vivek Shraya home hair blue I feel like I have had to catch up to the art I've made, and learn from the protagonists I have written, especially in relation to gender. Vivek Shraya gender made art As a person of color, I know race can't be stripped from admiration or preference. Vivek Shraya admiration color race My intention was never to write a "trans novel" - which is perhaps an effective strategy for writing a trans novel. Vivek Shraya strategy intention writing Should I be collaborating with artists of color solely because of their race and my politics? This question is weighted with my own worry that I have been invited to speak or collaborate solely because of my race, and not because of my abilities. Vivek Shraya color artist race As a brown artist, I have mixed feelings about my relationship to art and my "responsibilities" post-Trump. Vivek Shraya responsibility feelings art I continue to explore poetry. Vivek Shraya I have always considered the aesthetic of a project, including press photos, as a means to further the message of the art itself. Vivek Shraya messages mean art As a general rule, I tend to collaborate with artists whose work I admire. Vivek Shraya admire artist In my thirties, I have felt a greater urgency to make art that highlights what it feels like to be racialized, likely due to living in a country that obscures our racism with the idea of "multiculturalism." Vivek Shraya country ideas art If anything, I have witnessed the ways my art travels, or is rendered more accessible, when sanctioned by or connected to white artists. Vivek Shraya white way art Despite the fact that I'm not highly skilled in any visual art, aesthetics have always played a strong role in my art, including my first albums. Vivek Shraya albums strong art I am more likely to get paid for my art if it's presented alongside a white artist, so the questions around value and agency arise: What choices should I make, or do I have to make, if I want to be compensated for my work? Why isn't my art valued on its own? Vivek Shraya agency white art I didn't want to give the white reader an opportunity to think of racism as imaginary - a sentiment that is already a central barrier in addressing the problem. Vivek Shraya white opportunity thinking Generally, I start by observing the existing and popular narratives in my social spheres and media, and the pressures I face in my own life experiences. As someone who is "newly" trans, I am constantly thinking about what the dominant narratives are around transness, how my work can push against these narratives, and how it already falls into these traps. Vivek Shraya media fall thinking When I was writing, I wanted every word to be not only deliberate, but musical. Precious. Vivek Shraya musical wanted writing
