let yourself cry, OK? One of the worst feelings in the world is being unable to cry and eventually it…starts to make things darker. J.A. Redmerski More Quotes by J.A. Redmerski More Quotes From J.A. Redmerski I know you lost your partner in crime, but...I want YOU to be MINE. Maybe WE should travel the world together, Camryn...I know I can't replace your ex--" "Andrew...it was always you. J.A. Redmerski together want world Truthfully, he lives right next to the Sexy Tree and I think that's the only thing that bothers me about this whole situation. J.A. Redmerski sexy tree thinking Yesterday I thought about why I felt the need to get up at exactly the same time as the day before and do everything I did the day before. Why? What compels any of us to do the things we do when deep down a part of us just wants to break free from it all? J.A. Redmerski yesterday want needs Andrew..,' I shake my head, tears rolling my cheeks, '... it was always you," I whisper harshly. 'Even with Ian, I felt something was missing. I told you, that night in the field; I told you that...,' My voice trails. I smile and say, 'you are my partner in crime. I've known that for a long time. J.A. Redmerski voice night long One more thing: don’t feel bad for not telling me that you loved me. You didn’t need to say it. I knew all along that you did. J.A. Redmerski feels needs If it makes you feel better, you can tell me to screw off if you want to refuse anything, but I hope you won't because I really want to show you how to live." - Andrew Parrish J.A. Redmerski andrew feel-better want Things always change when someone you love dies. You just can't prepare youself for those changes no matter what you do in advance. The only thing that's a certainty in always wondering who's going to be next. J.A. Redmerski someone-you-love next matter Coincidence is just a safe conformist for fate. J.A. Redmerski fate coincidence safe I love the smell of Waffle House; it's the smell of freedom, being on the open road and knowing that ninety percent of the people eating around you are also on that road. Truck driver's, road-trippers, hangovers--those who don't live that monotonous life of society slavery. J.A. Redmerski monotonous-life hangover smell I don’t want to sleep alone,” she says gently. And I don’t force her to. Sarai falls fast asleep curled up next to me in my bed. Right where I want her. J.A. Redmerski next sleep fall There was no logic or any sense of purpose except that I knew I had to do something other than what I was doing, or I might not make it through this. J.A. Redmerski logic purpose might
