Maybe Life is random. No fate. No God. Just Time. Ellen Hopkins More Quotes by Ellen Hopkins More Quotes From Ellen Hopkins I never went to Albuquerque expecting to find love. I thought it had found me there, followed me home. I never came home expecting to lose love in the space of one brief telephone call. Is it always so short-lived? Ellen Hopkins finding-love space home Just keep on shining that light. The rest will take care of itself. Ellen Hopkins care shining light The stars shine as they always do. Same stars. Same sky. Only I am different. Ellen Hopkins stars shining sky Do you know how beautiful you are?' I shook my head 'I'm not. But you make me fell like I am.' I wanted to be beautiful. To him. For him. I didn't care how anybody else saw me. Only Ethan. Ellen Hopkins saws care beautiful Your life doesn't belong to you, it belongs to the people that love you Ellen Hopkins love-you people I wonder how long it would take him to realize I'm right as sin - it's the rest of the world that's wrong. I'm not even sure how I qualify for admission to Aspen Springs. Does wanting to die equal losing your mind? Ellen Hopkins mind spring long I mean, if you're gonna purposely lose your mind, you want to get it back some day. Don't you? Okay, maybe not. Ellen Hopkins mind want mean But I so want to walk that razor's edge, Take feeling to a whole new level. Ellen Hopkins razors levels feelings I swallow any sort of apology. "screwing your neighbor." There. Said it. React, okay? pregnant pause becomes three weeks overdue. Four weeks. Time for a C-section. What? Oh, Kaeleigh, I'm so sorry. Are you sure...? Ellen Hopkins apology three sorry Can’t promise I’ll stay. That would be lying. And I’m so, so tired of lies. Ellen Hopkins tired lying promise Every high has an equal, measurable low. Ellen Hopkins equal lows Some secrets can't be kept too long. No matter how hard you try to hide them, sooner or later they scurry out from your cupboards, cockroaches on the run. Ellen Hopkins secret running long What's the point of being a hero when everyone thinks you're a villain? Ellen Hopkins hero life thinking I wanted to meet the monster. Why go down if you can go up? Ellen Hopkins ifs monsters wanted The truth is, I've always been afraid of letting anyone get too close. I built a wall around me, a barricade to hide behind those few times someone wanted entry to my heart. Ellen Hopkins wall perfect heart I hide hurt behind a fake smile. I wear it all the time. Everyone says how I always look so cheerful. Shows what they know I guess. Ellen Hopkins cheerful fake hurt ...Things happened when you were little. Things you don't remember now, and don't want to. But they need to escape, need to worm their way out of that dark place in your brain where you keep them stashed. Ellen Hopkins dark brain needs If I come back to you now, can we be what we were before life’s uncertain rhythms tore us so far apart? If I return today, will your arms gather me in, or will I be wrenched away, snatched by riptide I have no power to resist? If I find my way to you, one man standing in a crowd, will I even know who you are? Ellen Hopkins crowds arms men I'd like to cry now. Don't know how. Ellen Hopkins cry know-how knows Whatever has happened in someone's past, the future is theirs to shape. The first step is to find a way out. Ellen Hopkins shapes way past