One of the things about grief - I wouldn't generalise, because everybody responds to tragedies in different ways - but I had a huge amount of energy. David Toop More Quotes by David Toop More Quotes From David Toop Like a fly bouncing uselessly off a closed window, I'm caught at a moment when the effort of finding new ways to perceive the world feels just out of reach for me. David Toop feels-just effort world Dub music is like a long echo delay, looping through time...turning the rational musical order into an ocean of sensation. David Toop echoes ocean order Sound: always in a state of emergence or decay David Toop decay states sound I had the idea to do an anthology about instrument-making. David Toop anthology instruments ideas The longer we live, the more we are obliged to confront the deeper meaning of what it is we do. David Toop deeper-meaning obliged deeper Sometimes I'd like everybody who is stuck, or lost, or vacant to stay that way and keep silent for as long as it takes, but that's the critic in me talking. David Toop talking long way Being a critic is a terrific method for killing your love of art. David Toop killing criticism art There's a sense of trajectories that are extraordinary about a life like this. You can reconnect with people and go back to playing with them after years and years of not even knowing if they're alive. David Toop knowing people years New ideas emerge of their own free will if they are allowed to. David Toop new-ideas free-will ideas If you run out of new ideas when you are very young, then it's a problem of talent; If you run out of new ideas when you get older, it may be that there's nothing left to say, or it may be that core ideas demand repeated attention. David Toop demand running ideas Logically there is nothing new to say about the New. Or maybe it's just a problem of articulating unfamiliar perceptions. David Toop nothing-new perception problem We [with David Cunningham] did do Top Of The Pops. It was an eye-opener. I mean, one of the things that was so interesting - I've talked about this a few times recently, and people can't believe it - they used to do this thing called tape switch with the Musicians Union. David Toop eye mean believe The Musicians Union declared you couldn't mime on Top Of The Pops, which is obviously impossible, if you've got a studio-based record that you'd worked on for a year or something. And there were a lot of terrible performances. Because on Top Of The Pops, you were just thrown onstage. David Toop unions musician years I guess we all had that work ethic. None of us were rock stars, so if you had time in a studio, it was a big, big deal: you're not going to sit around taking drugs and drinking and waste it, you'll do something. David Toop rocks stars drinking I'd just written the book Ocean Of Sound, and this terrible thing happened in my life: my wife committed suicide. I was a single parent because of that; I was completely shattered. I had a book that I'd just finished that had been produced through a really, really terrible period, but I had managed to finish it. David Toop ocean suicide book I was working in, being a single parent with a grieving child of five years old. It was horrendous. I couldn't go out much, because I had my daughter to look after. So people used to come round, and Tony Harrington from The Wire came round. David Toop daughter grieving children We drank quite a lot and Tony Harrington said, "We're thinking of starting a record label at The Wire; how about you do a solo record?" I said, "Well, how am I going to do that?" I thought about it, and I'd been working on a lot of music in the years before, and I was working as a journalist, full time, really, up until that point; in whatever little spare time I had, I was working on music. So I said yes. David Toop wire years thinking I needed a huge amount of energy to cope with my life. I had a huge amount of energy where stuff was concerned: it was as if all this unconscious material had been unleashed. David Toop energy needed stuff I do still have dips of confidence or [can think] everything I do is rubbish. David Toop dip rubbish thinking David's [Cunningham] a very interesting character. He has more integrity than is good for him. So, everything he did after that sort of undermined what he'd done. Other people who kind of took life more cheaply, would have really gone for it. David almost did everything he could to scupper the whole thing, which I very much admire, but of course it was deeply irritating then, because we wanted to make a bit of money! So we made this very catchy tune and then he added a bunch of weird stuff which was all very strange. David Toop integrity character interesting
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