The loss of a sexual life is one of the worst things about getting really old. The worst thing. Patricia McConnell More Quotes by Patricia McConnell More Quotes From Patricia McConnell We humans are in such a strange position—we are still animals whose behavior reflects that of our ancestors, yet we are unique—unlike any other animal on earth. Our distinctiveness separates us and makes it easy to forget where we came from. Perhaps dogs help us remember the depth of our roots, reminding us—the animals at the other end of the leash—that we may be special, but we are not alone. No wonder we call them our best friends. Patricia McConnell uniquedoganimal There's a stone I had made for Luke at the top of the hill road, where the pasture opens wide and the setting sun highlights the words carved into its face. "That'll do, Luke, that'll do." The words are said to working dogs all over the world when the chores are done and the flock is settled: "That'll do dog, come home now, your work is done." Luke's work is done too. He took my heart and ran with it, and he's running still, fast and strong, a piece of my heart bound up with his, forever. Patricia McConnell strongdogrunning Although I was simply what today would be called a "mule" - the bottom of the food chain in the drug biz - the federal system treated me from beginning to end like a major criminal, and I still don't know why, other than that in those days, 6.5 ounces of heroin was a big load. Ludicrous by today's standards, when coke, heroin, and weed are shipped across the border by the ton. Patricia McConnell criminalsweeddrug I was already a wreck when I went in, and prison nearly destroyed what little was left of me. I was worse when I came out than I was when I went in, and was not positively changed in any way. Patricia McConnell wreckslittlesway My published works are concrete evidence that I exist. Patricia McConnell concreteevidence I couldn't stand living in a society that admires the emperor's new clothes, when I see so clearly that he is naked. Patricia McConnell admirenakedclothes I felt compelled to blow the whistle on the penal system, under the delusion that doing so might result in some change, or at least save a few women from the same fate. Eternally naïve, that's me. Patricia McConnell fateblowmight At eighty-one, health club-lusting is as close as I'll ever come to getting laid again. Patricia McConnell getting-laidclubslust I was addicted to amphetamines at the time I got busted, but I tend to think I was on a determined, self-destruct course that had little to do with the effect of Benzedrine. Patricia McConnell amphetaminesselfthinking One of the principle things life has taught me is that we always have a choice. When we say we "can't," we usually mean we're just not willing to pay the price. Patricia McConnell pay-the-pricechoicesmean I had a naïve idea that if I could tell the story, people would be outraged and do something about conditions in the jails. Patricia McConnell jailpeopleideas My husband regarded my prison past as a dirty secret and never asked me one single question about it. But what I had experienced and witnessed was eating at me and I needed to "tell somebody." Patricia McConnell husbandpastdirty My friends in prison were mostly women more like myself: not historical figures who I did not relate to as peers, but hookers and addicts. Patricia McConnell peersprisonhistorical I don't believe anyone can go through the prison experience without being changed by it. The experience becomes part of your identity forever. Patricia McConnell identityforeverbelieve I can say now is that sneaking up on people is a major delight in my old age, but it always has been. A desire, even a need, to shock. Patricia McConnell agedesirepeople The fact that educated white women automatically assume that we have similar backgrounds annoys me. We don't. I feel like I'm in a certain kind of drag. Patricia McConnell assumingwhitefacts People think I'm educated because I talk and write well, but the fact is I never finished high school. I've read a lot, is all. Patricia McConnell writingschoolthinking I'm actually a lowlife. On the street at fifteen and also in jail for the first time at that age, and off and on the street until my mid-twenties. Patricia McConnell jailtwentiesage Prison experience puts distance between me and any person who hasn't been there, done that. Patricia McConnell distanceprisondone The only thing I remember writing in prison is a couple of poems for an inmate magazine they did once a year. Patricia McConnell couplewritingyears
