There's no way to be prepared for a conversation with someone you don't know about something that means the world to you. Kristen Stewart More Quotes by Kristen Stewart More Quotes From Kristen Stewart You don't always just have to do an indie movie to feel like you're controlling it with a few people that you really have connected with, creatively. You can do it on a bigger scale. Kristen Stewart movie actors people Everybody says the first cut if the deepest. It's so true. I don't know if it's because it's the best love, but it's the first that you remember. There is one boy that I will remember for the rest of my life, and I wouldn't go as far as to say, 'Oh I was in love with him and he broke my heart'. You hold on to that, just that first experience, it's good to have and you should appreciate it, even if it hurts. Kristen Stewart best-love hurt heart Look at a picture of me before I was 15. I am a boy. I wore my brother's clothes, dude! Kristen Stewart clothes brother boys If I took perfect pictures all the time, the people standing in the room with me, or on the carpet, would think, 'What an actress! What a faker!' That thought embarrasses me so much that I look like s**t in half my photos, and I don't give a f***. What matters to me is that the people in the room leave and say, 'She was cool. She had a good time. She was honest.' Kristen Stewart what-matters people thinking You don't know who you will fall in love with. You just don't. You don't control it. Some people have certain things, like, 'That's what I'm going for,' and I have a subjective version of that. I don't pressure myself … If you fall in love with someone, you want to own them - but really, why would you want that? You want them to be what you love. I'm much too young to even have an answer for that question. Kristen Stewart falling-in-love love-you people I'm asked all the time in interviews about who I am, and I know a few people my age who have a strong sense of self, but I couldn't say I know myself and sum it up and give it to you in a little package. I don't know myself at all yet. Kristen Stewart strong self birthday I kind of like to look like a hobo. Kristen Stewart hobos kind looks My best friend just had a baby, and she's my age. So I'm a godmom now, which is crazy. Kristen Stewart crazy age baby I just want the fans of the book to be happy. I don't necessarily care about anyone else. Kristen Stewart care fans book I don't exercise. I'm skinny-fat. I worry about being too skinny. Kristen Stewart skinny exercise worry I never expected that this would be my life. Kristen Stewart expected would-be I play music but only for myself. For my ears only. Kristen Stewart ears play I've realized how little sleep I actually need. Kristen Stewart sleep littles needs You kind of go through situations that don't work out, and then all of a sudden you have this baby in your hands and you forget about all of that. You forget about the last three years of your life. You just realize that everything unfolded exactly the way it was supposed to unfold. Kristen Stewart baby hands years A lot of artists are such narcissists. Kristen Stewart narcissist artist It's this weird thing that I always feel like I have to gauge in myself, like, "Don't come on too strong because you won't get your way." Kristen Stewart gauges strong way I should just stop trying to control what's coming out of my mouth. I'm always going to keep what's important to me in mind and I completely understand considering that we're playing characters that are so coveted by so many people so I get why they want to know more about us. I just sort of have to not think about it. Kristen Stewart character people thinking I think I always knew that I wanted to adopt. It never meant that I didn't want to have my own children - I always felt that if I were in the right circumstances then I would totally have my own children. Kristen Stewart want children thinking In personal conversations between director and actor, the male directors that I've worked with are just as emotional. Maybe it's because I had to start having very intimate conversations with adult men at a very young age in order to get the work, but I'm really comfortable with dudes. I mean, we push boundaries in this business in terms of getting to know people. Kristen Stewart emotional men mean I feel like nowadays everyone perceives you the same way. You can't even have a private life away from your family; it's like everything is very hands-on! Kristen Stewart our-family hands way