Trust me, I know what self loathing is. But to kill myself? That would put a damper on my search for answers. Not at all productive. Jhonen Vasquez More Quotes by Jhonen Vasquez More Quotes From Jhonen Vasquez Nothing quite brings out the zest for life in a person like the thought of their impending death. Jhonen Vasquez death-and-dying zest persons There's nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it. Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment, perpetually wearing their "discomfort" like a favorite shirt. Jhonen Vasquez being-alone loneliness long Sometimes...you can cry until there's nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen. And, still it makes no difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent...it would not be because it cared. Jhonen Vasquez rebel differences thinking I am the rightful heir to the flaming global throne of evil. I WILL TAKE THIS WORLD AS MINE, so if you people could just cooperate it would be very nice. Jhonen Vasquez nice evil people The numbing mind-ream of knowing you're alone not because people won't accept you but because you find so little worth accepting. An imposed solitude is better than simply tolerating your company in waiting for something better. So loneliness is not such a terrible thing when you consider that the alternative to thought provoking solace is to be surrounded only by remindings of why that solitude is preferable. Jhonen Vasquez loneliness knowing people I've excluded happiness as one of those possibilities we seek for ourselves. Oh, I still want it, but that's beside the point. Contentment - they say it's the ultimate, but I can't even wish for that. I don't even want the desire to be content. I can only hope for silence. Jhonen Vasquez contentment silence wish I never killed anyone. I avoid going over that edge by writing about a guy who has taken a flying leap over it. Jhonen Vasquez guy taken writing I think there is something a little too self conscious about enjoying being an outsider. Jhonen Vasquez self littles thinking Doing something purely for one's own enjoyment is fine, but, I must admit, finding that others enjoy it as well has a certain power over the corners of my mouth. Jhonen Vasquez fine certain mouths Why does this person who is sitting behind a desk and never watches cartoons is arguing about what cartoons should be like. Its so creepy realizing that this person is a lunatic. Jhonen Vasquez creepy cartoon doe I take little bits and pieces of ideas that I may or may not believe in but I give them to this character and he runs with them. I have fun with however he handles the situation. Jhonen Vasquez running fun believe I like not being dead. Anything beyond that is just icing on the cake.My undead cake of livingness. Jhonen Vasquez icing-on-the-cake icing cake But now I have a lot of little kids who watched Invader Zim whenever they could find it on television. Jhonen Vasquez littles kids television Children are all criminally insane, and must be destroyed! Jhonen Vasquez destroyed insane children I don't kill people. Perhaps it's just another inhibition to do away with it. Perhaps not. There's really no way of telling. It's possible I've just never been able to well up enough interest in any person to care long enough to end their life. I'd much rather avoid them altogether. Most of them. It's 4 A.M. and the sky is beautiful up and away from this room and this bed and the oppressive inevitability of sleep. I HATE SLEEP. But sleep always comes (that, or madness). Jhonen Vasquez hate sleep beautiful I'm not the guy who wins awards and gets mentioned in magazines. Jhonen Vasquez awards guy winning Because of the audience I get and the fact that these people aren't traditional comics buyers I don't think the comic industry looks at that and thinks that is a very respectable thing. I'm very used to it. I'm not the guy who wins awards and gets mentioned in magazines. Jhonen Vasquez awards winning thinking The world would be a much nicer place if people only used guns on themselves. Jhonen Vasquez gun would-be people I don't go to things because I want to see violence, I go to things because I want to see them handled well. Jhonen Vasquez wells violence want The beginning is always so fine!! But decay soon follows. A degeneration into the tired old situation. The rot sets in. This way, there is only the beauty of the start! Jhonen Vasquez fine decay tired
