What is wrong with you?' I shake my head. 'Pull it together.' And that's what it feels like: pulling the different parts of me up and in like a shoelace. I feel suffocated, but at least I feel strong. Veronica Roth More Quotes by Veronica Roth More Quotes From Veronica Roth I did not know that my entire personality, my entire being, could be discarded as the byproduct of my anatomy. What if I really am just someone with a large prefrontal cortex...and nothing more? Veronica Roth discarded what-if personality But Christina and I are not people who cry together; we're people who fight together. SO I hold my tears in. Veronica Roth fighting tears people I never used to understand why people bothered to hold hands as they walked, but then he runs one of his fingertips down my palm, and I shiver and understand it completely Veronica Roth running hands people This is bizarre," I say. "I think it's beautiful," he says. I give him a look. "What?" He laughs a little. 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