you fly until you crash two days two nights no sleep, no food, come down off the monster YOU CRASH REAL HARD Ellen Hopkins More Quotes by Ellen Hopkins More Quotes From Ellen Hopkins I'm sad. Pressed down by sorrow. I'm angry. Pissed at God, if there is one, and the way things are. I'm scared. Confused by the whys. Why are we here? Is there, really, some intelligent design? Why do we cry for someone who leaves us if there's some Grand Pearly Gate in the sky? Why worry about how we build our lives if the ultimate ending for all is death, a single breath away? (358) Ellen Hopkins confused intelligent sky Have you ever had so much to say that your mouth closed up so tight, struggling to harness the nuclear force coalescing within your words?" -346 Ellen Hopkins nuclear struggle mouths One kiss, I was totally hooked. Ellen Hopkins hooked kissing Girls are impossible to satisfy." "Not every girl." Not me. I'd be happy if he'd just like me a little. Ellen Hopkins girl impossible littles If all you can promise me is today, I'll take it and hope for tomorrow. Ellen Hopkins tomorrow today promise Real love shouldn't be disposable. Ellen Hopkins disposable real-love real I fell for a boy from the wrong side of the tracks. Ellen Hopkins track sides boys You gotta be crazy to open your windows, invite the demons in. Ellen Hopkins demon crazy window Life is full of choices. We don't always make good ones. Ellen Hopkins choices life-is I needed to see, needed to know, needed a whole lot more. Ellen Hopkins needed whole knows Love without trust is nothing more than infatuation. Ellen Hopkins love-without-trust without-trust infatuation Alone everything changes. Some might call it distorted reality but it's exactly the place I need to be. Ellen Hopkins might reality needs Either way, you are in charge. Jealousy works against you. It takes control away from you, hands it over to the opposition. Maintain control. Ellen Hopkins take-control hands way back turned, you don't have to look at what you've left behind. And the first person who turned their back on you can't watch you break down and cry. Ellen Hopkins down-and watches looks Living means taking chances. Risks. Playing safe all the time is being dead inside, even if you happen to still be breathing. Ellen Hopkins breathing risk mean Sorry. But I don't need some money-grubbing preacher defining my relationship with God. Ellen Hopkins defining sorry needs Losing It Some days I think I'm losing my mind. What seems so clear most of the time becomes a big question mark. Am I really the way I percieve myself, or is the person others see the truth of me? I wait for answers, but inside I know I have to go out and find them. And answers like knowledge, are not always where we first look for them. Ellen Hopkins waiting mind thinking life before the monster Ellen Hopkins monsters Evil is not intrinsic. It's fashioned. Ellen Hopkins evil Happiness, you see, its just an illusion of Fate, a heavenly sleight of hand designed to make you believe in fairy tales. But there's no happily ever after. You'll only find happy endings in books. Some books. Ellen Hopkins happiness believe book