You'll find that you will be able to reorder the island of your tonal so that it's in good shape - logical, orderly, neat, and well-defined. Frederick Lenz More Quotes by Frederick Lenz More Quotes From Frederick Lenz My teacher knew that I always had a girlfriend. For some reason, he never said anything to me about it. Frederick Lenz rama girlfriend teacher Some of the most exalted states of consciousness I experienced were in bed with someone, alone, or with my spiritual teacher. There was never a difference for me. Frederick Lenz differences spiritual teacher I found the experiences that I had with sexuality were wonderful, they were very uplifting - we had a good time - and they didn't seem to affect the level of my mediation. Frederick Lenz rama levels uplifting As my meditative experiences grew, I had wonderful relationships. I met the most wonderful women, who meditated and shared certain understandings that I had. Frederick Lenz rama understanding wonderful I seemed to be leading a very incongruous life from the point of view of the definition of the community I was in. Frederick Lenz definitions community views I went through times of self-hate, thinking how undeveloped spiritual I was. Everyone else in the ashram, a thousand people, nobody had a girlfriend or boyfriend. I did. Frederick Lenz girlfriend hate spiritual Honesty, I went through terrible, terrible times where I just took myself over the coals. I thought I must be the most impure person in the world ... but because that is reverse egotism, I thought I must be the second most impure person in the world. Frederick Lenz rama coal honesty I realized that my friends in the ashram needed to be celibate because, for them, sexuality was a very tacky issue. Frederick Lenz tacky rama issues Over the years of much self-hate, I came to realize that whether sexuality was in my life or not, it didn't seem to matter. I just surrendered the whole thing to God. Frederick Lenz hate self years I found light in the darkness ... or it found me. Frederick Lenz rama light darkness During those years the past life recollections began. Psychic powers developed, my meditation increased and I found myself changing, over and over again, becoming someone new almost every day. Frederick Lenz psychics past years Someone else would come, another self that was a little more refined, that had a little more purity, a little more humility, because I was quite egotistical, I thought I was quite wonderful. Frederick Lenz rama humility self My teacher sent me all over the world to talk about meditation - Europe, all over America, Canada. I would drive thousands of miles, travel, all at my own expense, to do this. Frederick Lenz europe teacher america I liked my teacher very much and after some years of mediation, I began to teach meditation, referring all things that I didn't know to my own teacher. Frederick Lenz meditation teacher years At a certain point I left my spiritual teacher because I began to see the limitations of my teacher, who was a very powerful occultist, but who I thought was, to some extent, limiting others in their spiritual growth. Frederick Lenz powerful spiritual teacher So I went off on my own and started the process of spiritual teaching. Frederick Lenz rama teaching spiritual I began to go into samadhi, not just occasionally, but every day many times a day until I reached a point where I could no longer distinguish between ordinary and non-ordinary reality. For me it is all the same. I am in a state of continuous absorption in the Self. Frederick Lenz rama self reality From the Far Eastern perspective, 29 is considered a very special age. Frederick Lenz perspective special age One day I was meditating on a cliff overlooking the ocean in Southern California and I was absorbed in a state of high meditation. As I came out of the meditation and became aware of the sense world the world around me I knew that I had a new name. And the name, of course, was Rama. Frederick Lenz california ocean names Rama is a fairly common name in India. It symbolizes an individual who is interested both in enlightenment and martial arts. I do not claim to have any past life connection with the historical Rama. It's just a name I liked. Frederick Lenz names past art
