Richard Siken Professions : PoetBorn : 1967 Browse All Authors Top 68 quotes by Richard Siken I sleep. I dream. I make up things that I would never say. I say them very quietly. Richard Siken dreamsleep You're trying not to tell him you love him, and you're trying to choke down the feeling, and you're trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you've discovered something you don't even have a name for. Richard Siken prayernamesheart Let me tell you what I do know: I am more than one thing, and not all of those things are good. The truth is complicated. It’s two-toned, multi-vocal, bittersweet. I used to think that if I dug deep enough to discover something sad and ugly, I’d know it was something true. Now I’m trying to dig deeper. I didn’t want to write these pages until there were no hard feelings, no sharp ones. I do not have that luxury. I am sad and angry and I want everyone to be alive again. I want more landmarks, less landmines. I want to be grateful but I’m having a hard time with it. Richard Siken gratefulwritingthinking A man takes his sadness down to the river and throws it in the river âŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸbut then he’s still left with the river. A man takes his sadness and throws it away âŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸâŸbut then he’s still left with his hands. Richard Siken sadnessmenhands Eventually something you love is going to be taken away. And then you will fall to the floor crying. And then, however much later, it is finally happening to you: you’re falling to the floor crying thinking, “I am falling to the floor crying,†but there’s an element of the ridiculous to it — you knew it would happen and, even worse, while you’re on the floor crying you look at the place where the wall meets the floor and you realize you didn’t paint it very well. Richard Siken walltakenfall You see, I take the parts that I remember and stitch them back together to make a creature that will do what I say or love me back. Richard Siken stitchestogetherremember Sometimes you get so close to someone you end up on the other side of them. Richard Siken endssidessometimes We have not touched the stars, nor are we forgiven, which brings us back to the hero’s shoulders and the gentleness that comes, not from the absence of violence, but despite the abundance of it. Richard Siken violencestarshero Hello, darling. Sorry about that. Sorry about the bony elbows, sorry we lived here, sorry about the scene at the bottom of the stairwell and how I ruined everything by saying it out loud. Especially that, but I should have known. You see, I take the parts that I remember and stitch them back together to make a creature that will do what I say or love me back. Richard Siken should-havesorrytogether This is my favorite part. It starts and ends here. The pebbles shine, the plan worked, Hansel Triumphant. Lesson number one: be sneaky and have a plan. But the stupid boy goes back, makes the rest of the story postscript and aftermath. He shouldn’t have gone back. And this is the second lesson I took from the story: when someone is trying to ditch you, kill you, never go back. Richard Siken stupidnumbersboys He was pointing at the moon, but I was looking at his hand. Richard Siken pointingmoonhands All night I streched my arms across him, rivers of blood, the dark woods, singing with all my skin and bone ''Please keep him safe. Let him lay his head on my chest and we will be like sailors, swimming in the sound of it, dashed to pieces.'' Makes a cathedral, him pressing against me, his lips at my neck, and yes, I do believe his mouth is heaven, his kisses falling over me like stars. Richard Siken starsbelievefall Everyone needs a place. It shouldn't be inside of someone else. Richard Siken needs Is that too much to expect? That I would name the stars for you? That I would take you there? The splash of my tongue melting you like a sugar cube? Richard Siken too-muchstarsnames I'm saying your name in the grocery store, I'm saying your name on the bridge at dawn. Your name like an animal covered with frost, your name like a music that's been transposed, a suit of fur, a coat of mud, a kick in the pants, a lungful of glass, the sails in wind and the slap of waves on the hull. Richard Siken glassesanimalwind You wanted happiness, I can’t blame you for that, and maybe a mouth sounds idiotic when it blathers on about joy but tell me you love this, tell me you’re not miserable. Richard Siken mouthssoundjoy Actually, you said Love, for you, is larger than the usual romantic love. It’s like a religion. It’s terrifying. No one will ever want to sleep with you. Richard Siken romantic-loveusualsleep The light is no mystery, the mystery is that there is something to keep the light from passing through. Richard Siken passingmysterylight how we rolled up the carpet so we could dance, and the days were bright red, and every time we kissed there was another apple to slice into pieces. Look at the light through the windowpane. That means it's noon, that means we're inconsolable. Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. These our bodies, possessed by light. Tell me we'll never get used to it. Richard Siken appleslightmean You play along, because you want to die for love, you always have. Richard Siken wantplaylove-you Similar Authors Abdellatif Laabi poet Ihara Saikaku poet Abram Joseph Ryan poet Ingeborg Bachmann poet Izumi Shikibu poet Bion of Smyrna poetAll Authors