His eyes are like a telescope. I look into them and I'm transported across the universe to a world I've never been. Julie Anne Peters More Quotes by Julie Anne Peters More Quotes From Julie Anne Peters I'd decided to write him and tell him to leave me alone. Please, in a nice way, go away, I really can't deal with you. Julie Anne Peters nice leave-me-alone writing I know it's hard on her. If I don't tell her she'll kill me." He pauses. "That was supposed to be funny. Julie Anne Peters supposed-to-be kill-me knows I suppose I'll be remembered as dull. Timid. No one ever knew me. People came. They went. I was kind, I think. Not sympathetic, but considerate of others. I always gave up my place in line. I loaned out pencils and paper, or let people take them from me. I never reported a sexual assault. Julie Anne Peters paper people thinking I don't have to answer. Until you know the question. Julie Anne Peters answers knows Like anyone cared where I was, or who I was. Julie Anne Peters That's love? To let someone beat you and be hateful to you? These people are all so... Weak. Powerless to change their lives. I know the feeling. All you can do is take it. No one understands how it beats you down. Julie Anne Peters hateful feelings people The truth remains. I was, and am, disgusted with myself. Julie Anne Peters disgusted remains They didn't guarantee you'd come out a whole person. Julie Anne Peters persons whole guarantees I had to fight so hard not to cry. Julie Anne Peters hard cry fighting You can't trust machines. You can't trust people. Julie Anne Peters machines people There's no reason to speak. I have nothing to say. Julie Anne Peters no-reason speak reason Why couldn't I have a fatal disease? It'd be so much easier. Julie Anne Peters easier disease I hear you. I just don't believe a word you say. Julie Anne Peters words-you-say dont-believe believe I may be fat and ugly, but I'm not stupid. If anyone had ever gotten past my looks, they might've noticed I have a brain. Julie Anne Peters stupid brain past I knew right then and there nothing was ever going to change. It wouldn't matter if I was tall or short or fat or thin or absent every day. I was a loser from birth. Julie Anne Peters birth loser matter Oh sure. Because we always talk about deep down stuff. Julie Anne Peters deep-down stuff You would never understand, Kim. You think I'm normal; you wish I was. Julie Anne Peters kim wish thinking I'm going to die a virgin. I like the thought if it. So pure. Julie Anne Peters pure dies virgins Trust. That was what this was all about. If you can't trust the one you love, you don't have anything. Julie Anne Peters one-you-love ifs love-you Don't choose me. I'm not worth your time. Julie Anne Peters worth-your-time choose-me