I'd decided to write him and tell him to leave me alone. Please, in a nice way, go away, I really can't deal with you. Julie Anne Peters More Quotes by Julie Anne Peters More Quotes From Julie Anne Peters Cut the ending. Revise the script. The man of her dreams is a girl. Julie Anne Peters cuttinggirldream ...the man of my dreams is a girl. Julie Anne Peters girldreammen Me? I had no dreams. No longings. Dreams only set you up for disappointment. Plus, you had to have a life to have dreams of a better life. Julie Anne Peters longingdisappointmentdream Is that all I am? A friend?" "Of course not," I say. "I love you." "Am I the only one?" she asks. "Yes. Completely." First, last, and always. Julie Anne Peters lastslove-youfirsts I have no intent. I have no reason to live, that's all. When I'm gone, I don't want to be remembered. Julie Anne Peters gonereasonwant Your failures and your faults, they stick with you. They glob into ugly, cancerous growths inside you and make you want to die. Julie Anne Peters uglygrowthwant What can happen in a few minutes changes you forever. Julie Anne Peters minuteshappensforever ...When I asked [my dad why the sky was blue] he said it was because God's a boy. If God were a girl, the sky would be pink. 'What about sunrise and sunset?' I'd asked. Dad had looked dumbfounded. 'You kids. You think too much.' It frightened me how shallow the gene pool was that Liam and I were wading in. Julie Anne Peters sunsetdadgirl I don't sleep. All night long I'm wide awake, thinking, Secrets, secrets, secrets. There are secrets in my past no one needs to know. Secrets in my present that might kill Kim and Chip. I don't want to take my secrets with me when I go. When I pass through the light, i want to be free of everything and everyone. Julie Anne Peters sleepnightpast What you see, isn't always what you get Julie Anne Peters Girls scare me more than boys. Boys are cruel. Girls are mean. Julie Anne Peters girlboysmean Who will see you through the darkness? "Me," I key in the answer. "I'll find my own way. Julie Anne Peters keysdarknessanswers Stop trying to save me. You couldn't then; you can't now. Julie Anne Peters stop-tryingsave-metrying I got singled out. I don't know why. Why do people always target me? Is it because I'm short and they figure I can't fight back? They're right, I can't, but it's not because I'm vertically challenged. Julie Anne Peters targetfightingpeople Yeah, I hear the truth. But this is my truth. Julie Anne Peters my-truthyeah This is my fault. Mine. Making her think I'd be here for her. Julie Anne Peters minesfaultsthinking Take it as a token. Because tomorrow when I go, I want you to believe friends are possible. Julie Anne Peters tomorrowwantbelieve What did she see in me? What does she see that I don't? Julie Anne Peters doe I never defended myself. Not once. I never said, "Excuse me? What gives you the right to insult and demean me?" I let them steal my dignity. Julie Anne Peters insultdignitygiving Do what, Kim? Lead a normal life? Too late. Way too late. Julie Anne Peters kimtoo-lateway