I shouldn't have been there. I should never have been born. Julie Anne Peters More Quotes by Julie Anne Peters More Quotes From Julie Anne Peters I'd decided to write him and tell him to leave me alone. Please, in a nice way, go away, I really can't deal with you. Julie Anne Peters niceleave-me-alonewriting I know it's hard on her. If I don't tell her she'll kill me." He pauses. "That was supposed to be funny. Julie Anne Peters supposed-to-bekill-meknows I suppose I'll be remembered as dull. Timid. No one ever knew me. People came. They went. I was kind, I think. Not sympathetic, but considerate of others. I always gave up my place in line. I loaned out pencils and paper, or let people take them from me. I never reported a sexual assault. Julie Anne Peters paperpeoplethinking I don't have to answer. Until you know the question. Julie Anne Peters answersknows Like anyone cared where I was, or who I was. Julie Anne Peters That's love? To let someone beat you and be hateful to you? These people are all so... Weak. Powerless to change their lives. I know the feeling. All you can do is take it. No one understands how it beats you down. Julie Anne Peters hatefulfeelingspeople The truth remains. I was, and am, disgusted with myself. Julie Anne Peters disgustedremains They didn't guarantee you'd come out a whole person. Julie Anne Peters personswholeguarantees I had to fight so hard not to cry. Julie Anne Peters hardcryfighting You can't trust machines. You can't trust people. Julie Anne Peters machinespeople There's no reason to speak. I have nothing to say. Julie Anne Peters no-reasonspeakreason Why couldn't I have a fatal disease? It'd be so much easier. Julie Anne Peters easierdisease I hear you. I just don't believe a word you say. Julie Anne Peters words-you-saydont-believebelieve I may be fat and ugly, but I'm not stupid. If anyone had ever gotten past my looks, they might've noticed I have a brain. Julie Anne Peters stupidbrainpast I knew right then and there nothing was ever going to change. It wouldn't matter if I was tall or short or fat or thin or absent every day. I was a loser from birth. Julie Anne Peters birthlosermatter Oh sure. Because we always talk about deep down stuff. Julie Anne Peters deep-downstuff You would never understand, Kim. You think I'm normal; you wish I was. Julie Anne Peters kimwishthinking I'm going to die a virgin. I like the thought if it. So pure. Julie Anne Peters purediesvirgins Trust. That was what this was all about. If you can't trust the one you love, you don't have anything. Julie Anne Peters one-you-loveifslove-you Don't choose me. I'm not worth your time. Julie Anne Peters worth-your-timechoose-me
