I was in L.A. in '08. It was a cold Saturday night. I had spread my phone number out to a score of women and was just indulging this sweet, sad, elegiac, bale loneliness - don't tell me you haven't been there. James Ellroy More Quotes by James Ellroy More Quotes From James Ellroy I don't think I came out of anybody. I think I developed out of the influences I described in My Dark Places. American history, L.A. of the 1950s. I'm comfortable with that. James Ellroy influence dark thinking Other people, some other writers, will win certain accolades or sell in far greater numbers than me - and I'm a legitimate best-selling author - but I live and die for the work. That's thrilling to me. It's thrilling that I do for others what certain writers did for me when I was a kid. James Ellroy winning numbers kids Periodically I just notch up. And everyone among my colleagues thinks that Perfidia - in its accessibility, its big throbbing heart - will be the biggest notch up yet. We'll see what happens. It's on my ass. James Ellroy ass heart thinking I'm trying to be less bombastic. I love my books. I think I've done things nobody else has done. James Ellroy trying book thinking I don't think I will write anything that could be even remotely considered a genre novel from this point on. I think I've graduated. James Ellroy genre writing thinking I needed to address that I've had some profound moral shifts in my own life. James Ellroy addresses moral profound If I wanted to make money I would have written another novel. James Ellroy making-money novel wanted Anything less than total candor was bullshit. I owed that to my readers, I owed that to myself, and I owed that most specifically to my mother. I've had some thrilling moments in my 18-year literary career to this point, and nothing comes close to giving Geneva Hilliker Ellroy, the farm girl from Tunnel City, Wisconsin, to the world. 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