It was almost enough to make me feel emotion. Jeff Lindsay More Quotes by Jeff Lindsay More Quotes From Jeff Lindsay In that tremendous flash of freedom, on my way to do The Thing for the first time, sanctioned by Almighty Harry, I receded, faded back into the scenery of my own dark self, whole the other me crouched and growled. I would do It at last, do what I had been created to do. And I did. Jeff Lindsay selfdarkway I really am guilty, of many somethings, all of them lethal and very enjoyable and technically not quite legal. Jeff Lindsay enjoyableguilty I enjoyed watching good-looking idiots looking at each other. A great spectator sport. Jeff Lindsay looking-goodidiotsports It’s an odd term, 'girlfriend,' particularly for grown persons. And in practice it provides an even odder concept. Generally speaking, in adults it described a woman, not a girl, who was willing to provide sex, not friendship. In fact, from what I had observed it was quite possible for one to actively dislike one’s girlfriend, although of course true hatred is reserved for marriage. Jeff Lindsay girlpracticesex Me, feeling. What a concept. Jeff Lindsay conceptsfeelings And so as much as I can, I care about her, dear Deborah. It's probably not love, but I would rather she were happy. Jeff Lindsay deari-carecare I think that's nice, and if I could have feelings at all I would have them for Deb. Jeff Lindsay nicefeelingsthinking Nothing else loves me, or ever will. Not even - especially - me. I know what I am and that is not a thing to love. Jeff Lindsay knows The whole point of wearing a disguise was to be seen wearing her. Jeff Lindsay disguisewhole I waved to everybody. Some of them even waved back. They knew me, had seen me go by before, always cheerful, a big hello for everybody. He was such a nice man. Very friendly. I can’t believe he did those horrible things . . . Jeff Lindsay nicemenbelieve It was such an unexpected and genuine smile that if I only had a soul I'm sure I would have felt quite guilty. Jeff Lindsay guiltyunexpectedsoul It’s like, everything really is two ways, the way we all pretend it is and the way it really is Jeff Lindsay dexter-morgantwoway But what could I do? Be stupid for a while? I wasn't sure I knew how, even after so many years of careful observation. Jeff Lindsay observationstupidyears Why bother inflicting enormous pain on yourself when sooner or later Life would certainly get around to doing it for you? Jeff Lindsay enormouspainbother And as we should all know by now, anytime you predict failure you have an excellent chance of being right. Jeff Lindsay excellentchanceshould This was just no fun. I wanted my brain back. Jeff Lindsay brainwantedfun For my part, my interest in Paris had faded away completely long ago when I learned that it was in France. Jeff Lindsay long-agofranceparis I am unlovable...I have tried to involve myself in other people, in relationships, and even - in my sillier moments - in love. But it doesn't work. Something in me is broken or missing and sooner or later the other person catches me Acting or one of Those Nights comes along. Jeff Lindsay brokennightpeople I had become a perfect fake human, saying the stupid and pointless things that humans say to each other all day long. Jeff Lindsay stupidperfectlong ...my conscience has the same hard reality as a unicorn. Jeff Lindsay unicornhardreality
