The first thing I did for TV was a pilot for CBS. Allison Anders More Quotes by Allison Anders More Quotes From Allison Anders I think when I got drawn to film, I didn't know it was a business. I mean, like most filmmakers, I probably saw more films than a lot of people when I was a kid. But I watched them on TV as well. I was no purist about it. I spent lots of time in movie theaters, but I also watched a lot of films on TV. Allison Anders think business time people I don't believe you ever get closure on anything. Things leave a permanent mark on you. Allison Anders leave things you believe Music has always been a great solace for me. It's still something that gives me far more joy than movies, I must say. I love movies, too. But somehow, music can transport you. There are so many different kinds of experiences you can have with music. Allison Anders me you music love I'd be just as happy being a midwife. That's my ideal job. Allison Anders job just being happy When 'Gas Food Lodging' was released, I had already shot 'Mi Vida Loca.' Allison Anders shot had gas food I don't know that movies are important. But I know that stories are important. Movies may disappear. They've only been around, for God's sake, for the last hundred years... I think that it's the need to tell stories, and that people need to be told stories. It's the old sitting around the fire, you know. Allison Anders you fire god people In 'Honeymoon in Vegas,' after Nicolas Cage tells his fiancee that he's given her away to pay for his gambling debts, she gets into a tizzy as if she were a 6-year-old. I couldn't believe it. Allison Anders her she gambling believe This practice of skinny actresses donning fat suits is essentially the new and acceptable blackface in Hollywood. Allison Anders fat new suits practice Do we have to be rail thin to possess 'outer beauty' and sex appeal and to be capable of attracting lovers? Allison Anders capable lovers beauty sex While we can work hard at improving our health, size is no more in our control than the color of our skin, our ethnicity, or our sexual preference. Allison Anders skin work-hard health work I hope the next actress offered millions to play the 'fat girl for the day' stops to think about this before she signs the contract - even if just to ask, like any professional actress would in any other situation, 'Why does she weigh 350 pounds? And why me for the part?' If the director can't answer these questions, don't do the movie. Allison Anders day me girl hope Nowadays you don't get to see composition in a movie because nobody ever keeps the camera still long enough to see it. Actors don't have the thrill and the power of working with space. Allison Anders you space power long When you're traumatized, you pick out one thing you remember more than anything else. Allison Anders anything more you remember Unless it's something very clever like 'Memento,' most independent films have a very tough life out there. Allison Anders something like tough life Nothing feels worse than knowing that people didn't see your movie. That they wanted to and the critics loved it but nobody knew where it was because it didn't do what it was supposed to do opening weekend. It used to be that independents were allowed to stay in the theaters, build word of mouth. Allison Anders loved nobody nothing people During the '90s, a lot of us in the indie film world were not making our money off our movies. We were screenwriters doing scripts for hire for studios. Allison Anders movies doing money world You end up giving up half your salary every time you make a movie because you need the money to make the movie you have in your head. Allison Anders end you money time In the early '90s when the American independent movie started, it held personal vision as a premium. That was brilliant timing. Allison Anders personal timing independent vision I think that with the success of, like, VH1's 'Behind The Music' and stuff like that, the fact that it's so successful, it's clear that people are interested in rock lives. Allison Anders think music success people You still get the movies made. A filmmaker can always scrape up money to do a movie. The passion drives it. And you'll get the money. Money's the easiest thing. But the hardest thing is finding a way for people to see your movie. Allison Anders you passion money people