When I was coming up with the Hal Hartley films, I was cast as a no one. I had no name visibility. I was working at a downtown post-performance-art, avant garde theater company and doing a couple things on television. But I was a total unknown. Martin Donovan More Quotes by Martin Donovan More Quotes From Martin Donovan I wanted to express myself more fully through writing and directing. It just feels like a package deal. Anytime you create anything, you try to exert mastery over your world. Martin Donovan myself you writing world A lot of banging in the head has built up over the decades, and for my own sanity, I needed to write. I wanted to see if I could tell an honest, organic story about characters that interest me. Martin Donovan story see me my-own When you are raised Catholic, there is one thing that you are confronted with at a young age, and that's death. You're confronted with all the big issues - and that sparks deep questions, like what the hell are we doing here, anyway? Martin Donovan you hell age death I'm always looking for something that tells me a little bit about what it means to be human. That's how I measure the success of any artistic endeavor. Martin Donovan looking me always success I love watching Marty Scorsese's films, but they always make me feel terrible about being a man. Martin Donovan feel me man love I'm a sucker for entertainment and escapism as much as the next person. I like silly and lowbrow stuff, but I get nervous when I indulge in that too often. I want to know what's going on in the world. I have a morbid fear of being surprised by bad news. I want to anticipate everything. Martin Donovan bad news fear world People have different relationships with power. I suppose a large portion of the 'Homeland' audience aligns with the U.S., sort of against the enemies. We certainly have the CIA viewpoint on the world - and it's their job. Martin Donovan job power people world Name your nation-state, or tribe or party - you have to rationalize what you're doing. You have to go to sleep at night. Does Dick Cheney sleep at night? Does he sleep like a baby? Martin Donovan name you sleep night Directing a film was something I always wanted to do, something that seemed an inevitability in my development as an actor. Martin Donovan actor something always development 'Collaborator' is a hostage tragicomedy, but it's also, kind of, everything I know about post-war America. Well, not everything, but it does reference a lot of the post-war period. Martin Donovan well everything know america Working with actors really depends on the actor. Most of the directors I've worked with don't really know how to speak to actors, actually; some of the best directors don't. Martin Donovan some best know speak I actually love 'West Side Story.' I think it's an amazing film to watch. Martin Donovan amazing story think love Can we ignore what is going on around us, can we disconnect ourselves, our own material situation, our spiritual selves, who we are, can we disconnect that from history and the social context of our lives? The older I get, the more I'm convinced that we cannot, that we are social creatures. Martin Donovan ignore situation spiritual history That's the very definition of freedom: to be allowed to develop our own creative potential to the fullest. But it doesn't have to be in the arts, obviously. In my case, I gravitated toward the arts. Martin Donovan potential own freedom creative My mother was Irish; she had this great sense of humor, and both my parents loved films. There was a very vibrant discourse about politics and everything that was going on in the world where I grew up. So I was genetically predisposed to go into the performing arts. Martin Donovan great politics humor mother If you blink, you will miss me, but I am in 'Malcolm X.' Martin Donovan i-am will me you